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| The words will never be the same
As the dream.
And so I await a day
When I can write it so it feels the same.
Clouds, feet, above, among:
These words will be included.
One day I'll be able. | | |
| Dry vapors looming,
I inhale thick clouds
And feel safe in them.
I feel myself towering
Over my feet and the Earth,
And I begin to fly.
I look down upon blind passions
Mocking, laughing, reminiscing.
The corners of my mouth turn,
And I breathe.
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| The same water that feeds my body feeds yours too.
I share what makes me live.
And for it, you show me the way.
Point me in the direction of my aching spine.
Through my pain, I'll follow.
You are my mala, my lotus, my bodhi.
You remind me that regardless of everything, the Ox is still out there.
And so for that, I'll share my water with you.
-"Ode to Bamboo Bowl" MK | | |
| I've dealt with my ghost and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame trapped in the past for too long
I'm moving on
I lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different, but they’re always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They’ll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm moving on
I'm moving on and last I can see
Life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there’s no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone’s life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind, that those days are gone
I've sold what I could and packed what I couldn’t
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should, but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me some where down this road
I'm moving on
I'm moving on
I'm moving on | | |
| :x: name = secret
:x: piercings = none
:x: tattoos = none, but I want three.
:x: height = 5’10"
:x: hair color = Brown w/ caramel highlights
:x: siblings = yes, 1 brother
LAST...
:x: movie you rented = the transporter
:x: movie you bought =the muppet movie
:x: song you listened to = 3am
:x: song that was stuck in your head = red chevelle
:x: cd you bought =buddy guy
:x: cd you listened to = buddy guy
:x: person you've called = christa
:x: person that's called you = christa
:x: tv show you've watched = seinfeld
:x: person you were thinking of = alison
:x: you have a crush on someone = yes
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = it changes daily
:x: you think about suicide = No.
:x: you believe in online dating = i have no problem with it, but I know that I would feel weird telling people if I met my wife online. I would want to make up a story. But for our kids, online dating will probably be normal.
:x: others find you attractive = I think so.
:x: you want more piercings = no
:x: you drink = not much anymore.
:x: you do drugs = No.
:x: you smoke = No.
:x: you like cleaning= no, but i've gotten much better at it
:x: you like roller coasters = Yeah.
:x: you write in cursive or print = print (except for my L's)
:x: you carry a donor card = no, i can't unfortunately.
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = statistically, they are the ones that last longer. but I'm no good at them.
:x: using someone = against, but I have.
:x: suicide = Against.
:x: killing people = Against.
:x: teenage smoking = Against.
:x: doing drugs = Against.
:x: driving drunk = Against.
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = For if you're gay or lesbian. Otherwise, against.
:x: soap operas = against. they should be stopped.
FAVORITE...
:x: food = anything spicy
:x: song = "My Way" frank
:x: thing to do = laugh
:x: thing to talk about = the OSUMB (which is very sad)
:x: sports = golf
:x: drinks = dunno
:x: clothes = i like dressing up. I've got the sweetest custom fitted Italian Tuxedo.
:x: movies = Wizard of Oz, Citizen Kane, Time Bandits, Willy Wonka
:x: band/singer = frank
:x: holiday = ?
:x: cars = ask me as soon as I sell mine.
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl= yes
:x: ever cried over a boy= yes
:x: ever lied to someone = yes
:x: ever been in a fist fight = No.
:x: ever been arrested = No.
WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = american crew daily shampoo
:x: shoes do you wear = lately, Birkenstocks
:x: are you scared of = not sure anymore
NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love? = twice
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = too many
:x: of hearts I have broken? = probably too many
:x: of girls I have kissed? = 51
:x: of boys I have kissed? = none
:x: of girls I've slept with? = oh cmon
:x: of boys I've slept with? = none
:x: of drugs taken illegally? = 1
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = maybe 3
:x: of people I consider my enemies? None.
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? a lot
:x: of scars on my body? = dunno, lots of little ones
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = None.
FAVORITE...
:x: disney movie – fantasia
:x: word – simplify
:x: nickname – it'd be funny if my nickname were "nickname"
:x: guy name – Pierre
:x: girl name – Shaboigen
:x: eye color- blue
:x: flower – red Roses
:x: piercing –none
:x: actor – george clooney
:x: actress – sandra bullock
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty – i don't like that word.
:x: funny – yes
:x: hot – sometimes.
:x: friendly – yes
:x: amusing – yes
:x: ugly – no.
:x: loveable – i hope so
:x: caring – yes
:x: sweet – yes, too much at times.
:x: dorky – if I wasn't dorky, you wouldn't be reading this.
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